Live with my aunts family

There is stress when I was born until now still around me sometime let me can't breath and want to die. Twenty years ago, I was born when I know who I am my aunts family always told me that my cousin how she smart who study in school. Every year she skipped class or have many other best school recived her to student. And they would said look at me I would like a stupid girl nothing good in school. They have always told me study from her that why she got many new things such pretty clothes or something she could easy to got, but me I have had every time I saw it what she had I would cry.

When my parents and I moved to Hong Kong, stress was disapper I didn't want to hear much my cousin how she smart from thier big mouth and compare us. However, I think the bad day have never come, but that was not real. I came to US I would so happy and miss them I don't know why. But the evil dream haven't been leaving me. They still like told me how did my cousin samrt. This stress was coming again made me feel sad, and much stress came from school. I really didn't want to stayed in US forever. Why did they like to compare who is the best. They haven't been thinking about they always told me that would make me had stress. I couldn't understand why they like talk. Moreover, my parent haven't had said that to me such as "studied from her". My parents just remind me do my best that was ok. Therefore, I live with my parents I haven't had any stress happen. So, I like live with my parents. My parents love me forever andthey will know what I am thinking about it. I hope this stress will disapper as soon as. I don't know when I will be a crazy people that they make. Also I wil use many ways to let my aunts famil can't see me and when they come to my home I will go out to relax by myslf.