the stressor in my life

we are stress out ever day of our lives. presently i don't consider those stresses. what are consider as a stressor in my life is English as a second language(ESL). ESL has been a stressor in my life. whenever i think about it ,i developed a strong headaid. I have been traumatic because i have tried my best to learn the language, but it's not easy to learn. it has begun my breakfast, lunch and dinner. I can stand the pressure of the it has put on me. i am just sick and exhausted from it. when i started learning ESL, it wasn't stressful as compare to now. things were moving on smoothly for me, but i think i have reached to the hightest degree of stress in level five. It makes me not to enjoy my sleep. I still up doing home work all night just to pass the class and the exit exam.I don't want to repeat the class. My mind has been divided. due to the too much of thinking . I wish i had another option to escape from ELS. That way i can be free like a free bird. As the saying gones,"nothing comes easily in life". Therefore, i am fighting this mr. stressor in my life.